Beautiful Chaos

time to start

I think for quite a while I have been stuck. Stuck in a way of life that felt right, well not right but comfortable.

Comfortable in my way of living.

Comfortable in my faith.

Comfortable in my friends and family.

But now, I’m sick of just being comfortable. I want to start living.

I think now, more than ever, I finally feel ready. Ready to start to seize the day and do the things that for so long have just been thoughts in my mind.

 I want to paint, I want to write, I want to play.

I want to grow in my faith. Which has a great deal of growing to do, but I feel ready.  I want to seek God. I want to worship Him in everything that I do.

I want to finally be the daughter, granddaughter, sister that family needs and deserves. I want to be the friend that loves at all times.

I’m ready to find the me I’ve always wanted to be.

The me that isn’t comfortable, but is living.