pause.
one week.
that is all i have left of my first year of college. one week.
and i sit here flabbergasted(yes, i just used that word) wondering where the hell it went.
honestly, i just want a pause button. i just want to pause at this time, this moment, right now in my life…i just want to soak it in. i want to soak in the laughter, the people, the age where it seems like everything you need in life is right in front of you. pause. that is all im asking. pause for just a bit, until i am content in moving forward. not sure how long that will take, to be content, but live this moment out a little longer is all i need.
but time goes on. as it always does. and i am, with every second, that much closer to “growing up”… and it scares the shit out of me.
May 5, 2010 @ 12:10 pm
